Saturday, July 1, 2017

Dia

Dia,
Pada mulanya hanya kagum melihat akan kehebatannya, 
Dalam bicara ada lawak yang terselit, 
Dalam kata ada nasihat yang dihadirkan,
Pandai si dia, 
Satu sekolah mengenalinya. 

Tak lokek mengajar si diri,
Ditanya terus dijawab, 
Bicaranya ada had.

Rupanya, senyumannya, kemesraannya tak bisa padam,
Agamanya yang utama,
Sungguh diri terpaut,
Diri cuba padam akan si dia,
Kerna diri sedar siapa diri.

Melihat sahabat menyukai si dia,
Diri hanya mampu mengukir senyuman,

'Ya Allah andai dia takdirku, kau rapatkanlah sehingga ke jannahmu, andai bukan ya Allah jauhkanlah dia. Sungguh aku takut akan zina hati'

Thursday, May 18, 2017

PERUBAHAN

For some of us, they think they have to change until, at one moment, they change drastically. I do not know on how to explain to them. As I don not want them to change because of others cause changing because of others then, they will get others' attention.

  عن أمير المؤمنين أبي حفص عمر بن الخطاب رضي الله عنه قال سمعت رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم يقول ” إنما الأعمال بالنيات , وإنما لكل امرئ ما نوى , فمن كانت هجرته إلى الله ورسوله فهجرته إلى الله ورسوله , ومن كانت هجرته إلى دنيا يصيبها و امرأة ينكحها فهجرته إلى ما هاجر 
إليه “-  متفق عليه –


Dari Amirul Mukminin Abu Hafsh, Umar bin Al-Khatab, ia berkata, "Aku mendengar Rasulullah bersabda: "Segala amal itu tergantung niatnya, dan setiap orang hanya mendapatkan sesuai niatnya. Maka barang siapa yang hijrahnya kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka hijahnya itu kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya. Barang siapa yang hijahnya itu karena kesenangan dunia atau karena seorang wanita yang akan dikahwininya, maka hijrahnya itu kepada apa yang ditujunya".

"Biar besederhana, asal diri terjaga"


Monday, May 15, 2017

SHE : PART 2

One day, she sent this to me,

di saat aku jatuh,
tangan inilah yang menarik aku ke atas.
ketika di saat begitu sukar bagiku untuk bangun,
kau datang memelukku dan cuba menenangkanku.
aku harap tangan itu juga mampu menarik aku untuk terus berada di jalan yg lurus

And I replied,

Dan tanpa kamu sedari,
Tangan itu memberi kamu satu taklifan yang amat berat, 
Mungkin pada saat itu aku rasa lega,
Tapi kesannya maha dahsyat,
Asif sahabat.

Jangan kamu harapkan hanya dengan tangan itu,
Tangan itu lemah, 
Di sana banyak lagi tangan-tangan lain yang sedia menghulur,
Hanya tunggu masa untuk kamu gapai.

Mungkin,
Tangan itu boleh kamu gapai,
Bukan untuk terus menarik kamu, 
Tapi untuk berdampingan dengan kamu, 
Melangkah dan mencari ilmu itu bersama.

Terima kasih sahabat. 
Uhubbuki fillah abadan.
أحبك في الله أبدا

She is my best friend. I never deny it. She is very sincere in our friendship, treating me like her sister. Maybe just because she does not has one. Yeah, sometimes, you need someone to care about you. And she did it! 

She is an introvert person, same do I. But I am friendly and be really talkative to one whom I close with  but when it comes to presentation in front of many people, I am not do well. It is because I a lack confidence with my English. I try to remove this negative mindset but I failed. It mingles in my mind. However, she kind of introvert like not too talkative even with  the one whom she close with. So, when we made the conversation over the phone or face-to-face, I will be the one, who will domain the conversation. She shows her kindness or caring through her act. She never told us, she loves us or what bu she did it. Even though she is an introvert person, she can present well. Her English was very daebak!!

Indeed we are best friend but we got a lot of differences. It just not in one area but a lot!!

Again, I miss her and I love her fillah, moga tangan itu membawa aku ke syurga-Nya. 

Sunday, April 30, 2017

SHE

In every moment in life, you always be there for me.
During my hardship and the breaking point has arrived, you give your hand, helping me.

But

When you really need someone to help you, you didn't tell me.
Struggling by your own,
Facing it with all what you have.

After I realized, what can I do?
Helping but not too much
Talking too much
Assuming it is motivational but not
See you but can't do anything.

I'm a useless friend.
Sorry.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

UPSET

Ya, I'm upset but I know Allah had given me the best one. Syukran.

Monday, April 3, 2017

LRKK IN MY HEART

After I accepted the offer by PETRONAS, I made some research about UTP. Then, my heart is attracted with one of student bodies, exist in UTP, it is not MPP, or RCSU or even MEDTECH but it is RAKAN MASJID. That's my target. Even I realised I am not so good in my religion knowledge but I really wanna be a part of them.

During MAS week, we are introduced with RAKAN MASJID and they announced the interview. I still remember, during interview I'm so scared, if they asked me in English or asked about Islamic matter. Moreover, I asked one of the seniors, what the function of each lajnah. Then, after she explained in detail, my instinct already choose to be in LRKK, Lajnah Rekreasi, Kebudayaan dan Keseniaan. After interview, alhamdulillah, I manage to be in LRKK family

From a childhood, I grow  up with them, outing to the cave, having family day and hiking. Here, a place that groomed me.

And last weekend, we made a plan for hiking. The memorable one when we lost in a rare area and I can sleep soundly since I just got 1 hour sleep last night just only to finish up my assignments.

"Dan sungguh, jika engkau (Muhammad) tanyakan kepada mereka, Siapakah yang menciptakan langit dan bumi?" Tentu mereka akan menjawab "Allah." Katakanlah, " Segala puji bagi Allah," tetapi kebanyakan mereka tidak mengetahui" ( Luqman : 25)
الحمدلله
الحمدلله
الحمدلله

Today, He gives us another chance to feel and wonder towards His amazing creatures.
The blue breath sky and green picturesque view, with the soft wind, calming the mind. Ya, this is hectic week, a tan of assignments, videos, tests and quizes coming together, compressing out all the energy.
However, this hiking could blow out the stress, leaving it somewhere there. It's worth!

And now, I have been transferred to LSD. Sad but hoping it would be another chance to make me someone one day.

Thank you LRKK <3

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

WHEN YOU ARE DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS

Yes, I am not involved in any event for this sem but why I am too busy?

Cause I am different from others.

It sounds cliche but this is a reality.

"Pejuang"

But what I fight for? since we already live in happy and merciful nation.

Fight for Islam until Islam counter the word.
Be a chain for this fight and believe that one day Islam will win, and take over the world.

Day by day, I have to reset my intention.
Ya, who are not jealous when you see your friends busy studying for the exam while you have the default meeting, learning something out of your current study even you got quiz or test tomorrow?
Who are not jealous when you see your friends can spend their weekend and leisure time even can extend their sleep while you are busy studying, trying to catch up your study?
To prepare early for the coming exam, and always praying that Allah would give the best memory, just only to make the thing that we learned before, would sustain in a long period?

Indeed, this path is not as easy as we think of. This path has a lot of hurts, cry, and sometime would make you down. In order to be in the best position, you have to struggle hard more than the others.

They can judge you as a nerdy person or whatever, but Allah knows what you have done. I believe in Allah, one day Islam will spread all over the world and control it.

إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُحِبُّ الَّذِينَ يُقَاتِلُونَ فِي سَبِيلِهِ صَفًّا كَأَنَّهُمْ بُنْيَانٌ مَرْصُوص

Verily, God loves [only] those who fight in His cause in [solid] ranks, 2  as though they were a building firm and compact. (As-Saff :4)

Semoga Allah nampak dan memberkatinya. Ameen :)

Wednesday, January 25, 2017

WEAR HEELS OR GO HOME

SOURCE: THE STAR
DATE: 25 JAN 2017

LONDON: You must wear shoes with heels 5-10 cm high at all times when you are at work. You must wear make-up and regularly reapply it. You must wear tights, but not opaque one. 

Those were some of the rules in a dress code imposed by British recruitment agency on its female workers before one of them, Nicola Thorp, refused to wear high heels one morning and was sent home without pay.

After Thorp, 27, started a petition against compulsory high heels on parliament's website that garnered 152, 420 signatures, her rebellion became a national talking point and led into to an inquiry by lawmakers into workplace dress codes in Britain.

They reported on Wednesday (Jan 25) that sexist dress codes were rife in some industries and women were routinely being forced to wear high heels in a job where they were on their feet all day and their shoes were causing them pain and health problems.

"This may have started with a pair of high heels, but what it has revealed about discrimination in the UK workplace is vital," said Thorp, commenting on the report.

Under Britain's equality law, company dress codes must make equivalent requirements for women and men, but lawmakers said breaches of the law were widespread in the sector including hotels, travel, temporary work agencies, hospitality, and retail.

The report said women facing discriminatory dress code tended to be young and in low-paid jobs with precarious contracts, making it difficult for them to challenge company practices.

It called on the government to take urgent action including raising financial penalties against employers found to be in breach of the law, promotion of awareness campaigns targeted at companies, workers, and students.

The lawmakers set up an online forum for one week in June last year, and 730 people came forward with stories.

While high heels were the most prominent issue, the lawmakers also heard from women who had been required by companies to dye their hair blonde or wear revealing outfits.

"I came in one morning and my manager was cracking down on uniform and informed me that I had to look 'sexy', which entailed wearing heels," wrote one retail worker, who gave her name as Jasmine.

Jasmine complied, but her job involved standing and walking all day and she found high heels extremely painful

"When I asked my manager if it would be OK if I changed to flats she replied saying what girl can't wear heels?' and continued to tell me I was being pathetic, she wrote - Reuters

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Summary

Alhamdulillah, in Malaysia we are free to be your own self. We are free to decide our own choice and accept its consequences. We are not being restricted to voice out our voice and ya, as we can feel now, we are genuinely happy to live in here.

Nevertheless, as we direct our view to other countrys, there is some part of them have to be someone else in order to get a job.

Even though, in London, their dominant community is non-Muslim, they still got awareness, where in reality (secara fitrahnya) they are too familiar or unlikely to wear high heels, wear revealing dress, and put make up all times as well as blonde their hair.

As we reflect on Islam teaching, all the above act are indeed against the Islam teaching. It touches on two aspects which cover
1. some part which would we have to cover (aurat)
2. changes that we can't do to our own body

1. AURAT

وَقُل لِّلْمُؤْمِنَاتِ يَغْضُضْنَ مِنْ أَبْصَارِهِنَّ وَيَحْفَظْنَ فُرُوجَهُنَّ وَلَا يُبْدِينَ زِينَتَهُنَّ إِلَّا مَا ظَهَرَ مِنْهَا وَلْيَضْرِبْنَ بِخُمُرِهِنَّ عَلَى جُيُوبِهِنَّ وَلَا يُبْدِينَ زِينَتَهُنَّ إِلَّا لِبُعُولَتِهِنَّ أَوْ آبَائِهِنَّ أَوْ آبَاء بُعُولَتِهِنَّ أَوْ أَبْنَائِهِنَّ أَوْ أَبْنَاء بُعُولَتِهِنَّ أَوْ إِخْوَانِهِنَّ أَوْ بَنِي إِخْوَانِهِنَّ أَوْ بَنِي أَخَوَاتِهِنَّ أَوْ نِسَائِهِنَّ أَوْ مَا مَلَكَتْ أَيْمَانُهُنَّ أَوِ التَّابِعِينَ غَيْرِ أُوْلِي الْإِرْبَةِ مِنَ الرِّجَالِ أَوِ الطِّفْلِ الَّذِينَ لَمْ يَظْهَرُوا عَلَى عَوْرَاتِ النِّسَاء وَلَا يَضْرِبْنَ بِأَرْجُلِهِنَّ لِيُعْلَمَ مَا يُخْفِينَ مِن زِينَتِهِنَّ وَتُوبُوا إِلَى اللَّهِ جَمِيعًا أَيُّهَا الْمُؤْمِنُونَ لَعَلَّكُمْ تُفْلِحُونَ

And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to their husbands, their fathers, their husband's fathers, their sons, their husbands' sons, their brothers or their brothers' sons, or their sisters' sons, or their women, or the slaves whom their right hands possess, or male servants free of physical needs, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex; and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O ye Believers! turn ye all together towards Allah, that ye may attain Bliss. (An-Nur: 31)

Why do we need to cover aurat??
because it is our obligation

Dear girls, every single thing that ALLAH ask us to do, just believe it that there will be always significance reasons behind it. For instance, in this case, even in LONDON, a country which is freely minded-civilised also think of shyness and voice out of not to wear a sexy costume. 

Ya, it is undeniable because it is our 'fitrah' to cover it.

2. Changes that we can't do to our body

عن ابن مسعود رضى الله عنه قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: لعن الله الواشمات والمستوشمات والمتنمصات والمتفلجات للحسن المغيرات خلق الله

Maksudnya: Daripada Ibnu Mas’ud r.a katanya, sabda Rasulullah s.a.w : Allah melaknat perempuan yang membuat tatu dan yang meminta di buat tatu, yang mencukur alis, yang menjarangkan gigi untuk kecantikan, yang mengubah ciptaan Allah.

Relate to this hadith, a London's folk refuse to dye their hair. Hence, we can see it is naturally we follow Islam teaching.

Be a true Muslim, put Islam in a higher place.
#innaddinindalahislam 




Thursday, January 19, 2017

NAJIB : NATIONAL UNITY IS A CHALLENGING ISSUE

SOURCE : THE STAR
DATE : 19/1/2017

PETALING JAYA : The issue of unity among Malaysians is very challenging one and is not easily resolved in a short period of time, said Datuk Seri Najib Tn Razak on Thursday.

"In Malaysia we live in harmony, we have tolerance. But we are still compartmentalized,' he said during a dialogue session at the launching of 2050 National Transformation (TN50) roadmap at Universiti Malaya (UM)

The Prime Minister said it would be difficult to do justice to the issue of unity within a short period of time.

"It relates to something I said before about moments of unity. When Datuk Lee Ching Wei and the Olympians (were competing), we were all cheering together. Now I even see in UM, Malay students together, Chinese students together, Indian students together. But we live in harmony. It is not an ideal situation, but it is something we can live with," he said.

Najib was responding to the suggestions of participant, oil and gas worker Shahril Hamdan, 31, who wanted to see a stronger national identity that was independent of ethnic identity.

On the topic of education, Najib said the country needed a system that taught students to get jobs that did not exist currently.

"We have to look at new types of jobs. What do we want? We want scientists, data professionals," he said.

Najib also said that the government would have to focus more on the digital economy as it was the only sector that could give the country double-digit growth.

The TN50 policy document will outline the economic, social, cultural and environmental targets Malaysia aims to achieve by 2050

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SUMMARY

1) Unity

  • What is 2050 National Transformation?
    - A series of the national discourse on TN50 would encourage ideas, public participation and focus in preparing the nation to achieve what we are aspired to be in the next three decades.
    - This idea was introduced by Prime Minister, Datuk Seri Najib Abdul Razak.
  • Prime Minister opinions' regarding this issue
    - In Malaysia we live in harmony, we have tolerance. But we are still compartmentalized.
    - It is difficult to do justice to the issue of unity within a short period of time
    - see a stronger national identity that was independent of the ethnic identity
2) Education
  • Be a job creator, not a job seeker.
  • Focus more on digital economy

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

UNMARRIED MUSLIM PILLION RIDERS NOT ALLOWED TO HUG AND LEAN AGAINST EACH OTHER

SOURCE : THE STAR
DATE : 19/1/2017

KUALA TERENGGANU: Unmarried Muslim couples who ride on motorcycle together in the state have been told to "keep their hands" to themselves.

Among the acts that those riding must never do include putting their hands in the jacket pocket of their partners.

They are also reminded not to hug and lean against each other while riding in motorcycles, or they will face stern action.

In issuing the stern warning, Terengganu Religious Affairs Department (JHEAT) Commissioner Datuk Wan Mohd Wan Ibrahim said such acts were against the teachings of Islam.

He said a team of enforcement officers would be conducting a special operation dubbed Ops Bonceng  to catch Muslim couples from committing indecent act on motorcycles, including huggig, leaning against each other or putting theirs hands in the jacket pockets of their partners.

"We have a team of enforcement officers who will be watching couples on motorcycles from a distance and recording them before informing another team of officers who are at the roadblocks with Road Transport Department officers," said Wan Mohd,

He added that the team would operate without cameras as only eyewitness testimony was sufficient as proof in court.

 Wan Mohd Said that unmarried Muslim copes who rode on motorcycles in a decent manner would not be affected by the rulling.

He, however, advised them against sitting too closely, saying that such act could lead to illicit intercourse and having children out of wedlock.

"We will advise unmarried Muslim coupes to not ride pillion as it doesn't potray a good image. That is our job and we are dooing this because prevention is better than cure," said Wan Mohd

He added that action would also be taken against unmarried couples seated indecently in cars.

A Muslim person found to be acting indecently in appropriately can be charged under the Syariah Criminal Offences (Ta'zir) (Terengganu) Enactment 2001.

Wan Mohd also reminded Muslim women in Terengganu to dress appropriately, and not wear tight, body-hugging clothes and tight-fitting jeans which show parts of the body or the shape of their figure.

"We have given ample reminders, but we still find Muslim women disobeying the dress code," said Wan Mohd.

State Communications, Multimedia and Special Duties Committee chairman Ghazali Taib said what the department planned to do was right and within its jurisdiction.

"Such acts are against Islam and are an eyesore. Many have been given advice so that they can correct their mistakes," he said.

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SUMMARY

1) Unmarried Muslim pillion are not allowed to
  • putting their hands in the jacket pocket of their partners
  • hug each other
  • lean each other
  • unmarried couples seated indecently in cars
2) Terengganu Religious Affairs Department (JHEAT) would conduct special operation called Ops Bonceng  by
  • watching couples on motorcycles from a distance
  • recording their acts
  • informing another team of officers who are at the roadblocks with Road Transport Department officers
  • also would operate without cameras
3) Terengganu Religious Affairs Department (JHEAT) Commissioner Datuk Wan Mohd Wan Ibrahim advice to all Muslim women to wear and appropriate dress



Monday, January 2, 2017

HAPPY NEW YEAR


Beberapa jam akan datang, 2016 akan melabuhkan tirai dan 2017 akan mula melakar episode diri.

2016. It changes me a lot. From nothing to something. Even though I still wondering how can I survive through this indescribable life.
Tired. Of course. Alhamdulillah still bernafas. 

"Letak pergantungan itu pada Allah bukannya atas usaha semata"



Dua tahun era persekolahan menutup diarinya. Yang tinggal hanyalah halaman-halaman kosong untuk dicoretkan pada era universiti. Hanya berbaki empat tahun untuk diisi pelbagai ilmu di era ini sebelum kaki melangkah ke dunia sebenar.


"Abah, akak dah 20 tahun"
"Tapi akak rasa macam muda lagi lah" -abah hanya mampu senyum menampakkan gigi

Still takleh nak move on umur 20. Sebab rase mcm still 19 tahun kut atau perasan lagi muda 😂

Sunday, January 1, 2017

SEBAB DIA ISTIMEWA

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah
Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan
Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...

Terima kasih sahabat, untuk setiap patah bagaikan hunusan pedang, jauh menusuk hati.

Dikau seperti tahu sakitnya liku-liku hariku, tiada henti.

"kau senyumlah oh..."

ya,

"sekadar memori"
"kita di arena ini"

hanya empat tahun bersama tapi untuk hadapnya peritnya Allah yang tahu.